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[01 Dec 2004|12:06am] We're only ( ashes.. ) 2 :: ♥

[26 Nov 2004|11:36am] I think I'll keep this for just pictures, and I'll use xanga for writing. Add me if you'd like. It's gonna be Friends Only. 2 :: ♥

[25 Nov 2004|04:12pm] ( pic-a-tures. ) 11 :: ♥

[19 Nov 2004|11:09pm] [ mood | numb ] just got out of lock up. i was in eddison for two weeks. it really wasny as bad as how i thought it would be. but its not a place id like to spend my life. i was send there for.. teft, receving stolen property, and possession of a weapon. what really happened though... dave jackASS went into the terachers purse, took 26 bucks and gave me the 20. later he ratted me out, saying i went into the purse. so the teacher pressed charges on me. and when i was searched, there was a razor blade knife thinger in my purse. i didnt even know it was in there. oh well whatever. its all over with now, im home.. id like to say im happy. but i dont knoe. i dont know whats going on in this head of mine., im so confused. about everything. i have like.. no feelings left inside of me anymore., im so.. numb. when i got to eddison i felt nothing, when i got home, i felt nothing. sure i was happy and all getting out, but then the happyiness soon went away back into this confused numb stage. i dunno. im so lost. i dont know what to do with myself. but im done with everything if that helps any. the stealing, the drugs, the stupid shit... everything, im done. im a new heather.. but right now im all desressed and crap so yeah. blah. go away. i met a girl in lock up. jena. shes someone im going to miss. she told me.. before i left.. that she has fallen into love with me. aww. jena. shell be in there till january then to a group home.. =/ so i wont be seeing her anytime soon. itll suck. but well write eachtoether. wow.. i should be happy right now, im out. i could have been there for .. ever. well l till like june. butim out now. and i just.. feel like going back. im over nicks. ill write when i get home. ... ♥

[31 Aug 2004|06:11pm] and i cant believe that i could be so stupid. and i cant believe that now you're gone. though you're only inches away from me not being able to touch you feels like a crime. but then you kiss me, and its better then anytime before. you melt me with you hands coursing my body. and you make me want you more then i ever have before. i hop on top of you and you start undressing me. it all feels right but were only friends. we slid in and out of eachother and its like a feeling i've never felt before. i scream for you. i want you. you make me feel so real. i cant control myself. it gets to wild and now i'm on my knees. you're going faster and i'm screaming louder. you grab a hold of my tits and its so unbelievably amazing. its never been this good. time goes by and i'm enjoying every second. but now its over, and the only thing that could have made this any better was knowing that you're actaully mine. ♥

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